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Category Archives: Depression Kills
Living life and Loss: 2021 Sucked — PT 1
TW: Suicide, Depression, Mental Health It’s the last day of January 2022 and I’ve been trying to figure out how to get back into blogging since June 2021. I mean, I’ve been paying for the {dot}com and telling people that … Continue reading
Posted in Depression Kills, life update, MentalHealthMEESH
Tagged depression, Mental Health, mental illness
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The Road Less Traveled…
I promise this isn’t an entry about me gushing over my love for the open road, Subarus, or anything related to my favorite pastime of driving. No, this is just some random thoughts about taking the long way around. This … Continue reading
Posted in Depression Kills, MentalHealthMEESH
Tagged depression, Mental Health, Mental health recovery
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Satisfaction {NOT} Guaranteed
Wouldn’t it be awesome if life had a money back guarantee? That when we became adults, some guy comes up and tells us that regardless of all the troubles and hardships we may face, that it’ll all work out in … Continue reading
Posted in Depression Kills, MentalHealthMEESH, Personal
Tagged anxiety, depression, Mental Health, mental illness, recovery, road to recovery, suicide
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Gaining Momentum: New Stuff and Hopefully Better Days Ahead
Can you read what it says on the photo? I can’t tell being on the tablet. Today, my keyboard came in the mail and I thought I’d try out the WordPress app on my Nexus 7. I’m not so sure … Continue reading
Posted in Depression Kills, Personal, shopping, Tech, Writing
Tagged battling depression, camp nanowrimo, depression, life update, mental illness, nanowrimo, Writing
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Birthday, Babies, and a Better MEESH: Getting More Clarity
I really thought I was backsliding. That the depression I was feeling was only going to worsen and I would still be contemplating going to the hospital and complaining that I don’t really have the time for that, because really… … Continue reading
Posted in A Good Day, Depression Kills, Personal
Tagged happiness, Life, Mental Health, mental illness, self-improvement
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Losing Momentum
I’m trying not to write sad and depressing posts, but I really am starting to feel tired and blue. I don’t know if it was the forever alone-ness of Valentine’s Day or just some general anxiety building up in my … Continue reading
Posted in Depression Kills, Personal, Uncategorized
Tagged depression, fighting depression, Mental Health, mental illness
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All Good Things Come to an End?
Well, I woke up from my nap feeling rather low. I was going to blog about the carne asada fries I made for breakfast, but to be honest, I don’t really feel like it. I wasn’t actually going to blog … Continue reading
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Spam Musubi: Pocket Sized Comfort Food
Ugh. I’m so bummed about the kitchen. I’m even more bummed than when I lost my Ray-Ban Wayfarers at TJMaxx, and if I haven’t told you, I love me some sunnies. I’ve been trying since 4AM to distract myself from … Continue reading
Fear and Doubt: AKA the Wonderful World of Miss Chelle Bee
How do the new specs look? They’re the first pair of cheapo glasses I’ve had since I was a child. I like the look, but good God are they crappy and fragile. I don’t expect them to last too long, … Continue reading
Posted in Depression Kills, Personal
Tagged business, doubt, fear, fighting depression, hoping, making a future, starting a business
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The Cloud
I call it The Cloud. No, it’s not that thing in the Internet where all your random files that you need to access at random places go. It’s different. My cloud is a haze that my life tends to constantly … Continue reading
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